See my new hair color. It's a bit reddish to me. I don't like it cuz I wanted it brown. I'm upset cuz the color was, for me, a stand-out hue. I feel that my hair color looks artificial. I said I purposely want it brown cuz I know that it will blend well on my skin tone, it will look like the color was inborn on me. Not that! I even said to almost everybody that I look like a kpop idol. You know, if you see youngsters in Korea who are in boy and girl groups, most of the time that color is what they have. Great to them, awful to me.
I deep breathe in and out as I type this to see the good and not dwell in what's bad. As I briefly contemplated, I say that maybe this meltdown is just an initial reaction, that in the coming days I'll see the beauty of this hair color, finally. Why don't I give it a rest for awhile before I tantrum? But I'm just scared that I'll find it hard to let people see me having this ugly hair color. You know that people can be terribly blunt sometimes, I'm sensitive that's why I kinda worry on how will I take them.
Anyway, it's not only the hair color I'm mad about, also the amateurish way the color was distributed on my hair. I think that the color is more on top of my head and less on the half until to the ends of my hair. OMG! that's not normal to me. I'm a classic. I don't experiment much on anything, especially on my crown and glory.
Okay, fine. I won't explode much anymore, I'll let it sit on my hair for a week before I rant again. I'll inform the hairdresser about her unsatisfactory work after a week of no improvement on my comment.
You know the only consolation I have on my hair is its shininess. Ultimate Shine of Lush is really fab.
